Okay, so if you know me in real life, you know that I've struggled with my weight for a very long time. Almost half my life (and I'm 22). After I had Little I, however, things just seemed to get out of control.
I'm not going to put my weight out there, because it's way too embarrassing for me. But let's just say that I got a wake-up call this morning when I weighed myself for the first time in a few weeks. I was so upset that I decided that it's definitely time to do something, change something. First, I'm re-starting Jillian's 30 day shred. Second, I'm changing up my eating habits. Third, I'm going to get off this stupid birth control, since I maintained my weight pretty well up until I got on the depo shot. Apparently one of the side effects that I neglected to read was weight gain. -_-
Tonight (actually, I finished less than 5 minutes ago) I started the 30 day shred. Again. I've started it probably 5 times now and never stuck with it. Mostly it's because when I do the first workout, I feel so horrible about how out of shape I am in.
So tonight when I started, I got out of breath very quickly and had to take many breaks (even skipping the entire last cardio/abs section) But I'm going to keep at it and use this blog to keep me accountable. Hopefully I'll be able to tell you that the weight is dripping off soon. Let's be serious though; it's going to be hard.
Here are my beginning stats:
Thighs: R: 34" L: 35"
Arms: R: 19" L: 20"
Thighs: 25-30" (each)
Arms: No idea... 15-16" ?
UGH!! UGH!!! UGH!!!
I'm going to try to take before pictures tonight (probably not because I feel gross and otherwise horrible) and I'll post them when I'm done and closer to my goals.